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Lori Morrison's avatar

That was beautiful! One idea I resonated with is why we want to see more closely and truly is to LOVE THIS OLD PLACE LIKE JESUS DOES! I was grounded into a purpose beyond just trying to see, but you love and to know as he does. I used to hug a large globe in bible club to show Jesus's loving our world. His words reminded me of this purpose.

I was born in 55 and yes, then, 3 channels on a very small black and white TV. It was for me not much of an attraction. I appreciate his words of wisdom about all techy stuff, even continual listening to amazing podcasts, this buying more books! Quietness outside is such a lavish gift! Walks in silence are necessities!

My "own eyes"were given up early due to terror and I vowed as a little girl to never see anything on my own, never say no to anyone, and if I thought I could see, to know it was probably wrong. I'm trying to break that vow now and see as Lori, even realizing I cannot hear his voice apart from trusting my own perception.

I enjoy remembering times I felt alive and vibrant as a child and they were always in beholding beauty of some kind, Coquina shells made into art in Sanibel island once, seeing what a crenoline slip did to my friends dress, eating cake, , hearing rhythm in A Fly Went By, seeing y first Mountain ever, dancing to White Rabbit, kissing my A Little Princess book...each of these tiny experiences remind me I've not changed one bit. That helps remind me to see as myself and fuels such delight! Also, without seeing as me I can't hear his voice as his sheep. How will I hear his special call for me if I'm not me, or trying to be all the "y'alls everywhere" taunt me into being. Weaknesses are the best for helping remind me of who I am. And trying to draw anything ( I'm not an artist) but sometimes try to be one, or writing too, demands such quiet pondering and looking.. Remembering who this little girl still is, even in her old body, is a habit of loving that demands the sight you're speaking about, seeking to see with love, not in order to shame.

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Amanda Dykes's avatar

This whole letter resonated so much, and gave me the gift of words around a thought I've not been able to put words to (anyone else have thoughts like those?). This quote in particular:

"Long before a creation is finished, the artist has gained for himself another and more intimate achievement: a deeper and more receptive vision, a more intense awareness, a sharper and more discerning understanding, a more patient openness for all things quiet and inconspicuous, an eye for the things previously overlooked."

...It leaves me with such deep gratitude. For the way God calls us not just to produce something, but to awaken something in us in the process, to usher us closer to Him in the journey. I do not see the world the same as I did seven years ago, and I imagine that seven years hence, I'll see it differently than I do now...a thought that brings so much wonder. In essence it's this, from Job, after the writer has gone on for chapters upon chapters about the fathomless wonder of this world:

"And these are but the outer fringe of his works; how faint the whisper we hear of him! Who then can understand the thunder of his power?” (Job 26:14)

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